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Saturday, 12 May 2007

  • "Beauty: the adjustment of all parts proportionately so that one cannot add or subtract or change without impairing the harmony of the whole" -- Leon Battista Alberti

Friday, 23 February 2007

  • So, Earthlings, I have been in Taiwan for a month now.  My Chinese has gone from about, incapable-of-communication level to pretty darn decent.  I have visited a few sight-seeing places, a few local places, many eateries and also a club for the first time last night.  The club was creepy-similar to any Orange County club.  I miss many of the luxuries almost any American would take for granted, for example grass, carpet, windows...  The cars here seem to find it comforting being about, oh, 5cm from the car that is in front, in back, to the left, and to the right of them.  They also like honking their horns every so often just to check that the horns are still there.  When walking, Taiwanese people like to shove you.  I think it's how they say hello.  Sometimes I get really irritated though.  I don't think girls wax here... ew. I finished my working on my first film set last week and it has been Chinese New Year this week.  It's so much fun.  The nightlife here in Taiwan is AMAZING.  That, I love.  I get kinda lonely because I sit alone in my room a whole lot.  However, I have a mini chihuahua I bought.  She keeps me good company.  She is the cutest chihuahua in the universe.  I miss people.  Well, my people... family, friends... Nobody here understands my humor and I think that I come off as retarded most of the time (just smile and nod).  I study a bunch... I am already preparing for the next film project, a 40 episode prime-time TV series that will take over 10 months to film.  Yi-ikes.  Apparently, I am dark-skinned and thick-boned.  I thought I was normal-sized.  I realize that I have started thinking and speaking in short, short sentences.  It is the only way I can talk to the people here.  I sound like a computer.  Alright, I miss home, home-food, Mexican food...

Monday, 27 November 2006

  • i haven't written in so long. thoughts, letters, essays, whatever. i think i have forgotten how to communicate and express my emotions. i am so used to just being bottled up. in fact, i think that i have convinced that nobody cares about what i have got to say and i try so hard to just go with the flow and not disprupt the tranquility. so much has happened. i have lost and found pieces of myself, surprised myself, disappointed myself, and in some aspects, just let myself go. have i settled? have i changed? i really don't know. i do know that i have lost so many ties with close people and i miss them, i miss old times. i have so many memories i reminisce about daily alone in the shower or in bed. i am not where i want to be in life by now. i was once who people looked up to and excelled and even stood out. now i am not much to be proud of. what hurts the most is that my parents don't realize that i am not as amazing as they think i am. when they say little encouragements here and there or give me undeserved compliments, it kills me. rather than crush the perfect image i used to have, i hide and fall even farther behind. what am i doing?

Friday, 01 September 2006

  • **FIVE YEARS AGO**
    August 2001

    How old were you?
    17

    What grade were you going into?
    senior year

    What school were you going to go to the following sept. ?
    edison high

    Where did you work?
    washington mutual (new acct. rep) and import drag racing circuit (copy editor)

    Where did you live?
    huntington beach

    How was your hair style?:
    long with chunky highlights

    Did you wear braces?:
    No

    Did you wear glasses?:
    yes, and contacts

    Who were your best friends?:
    tony, ginna, sascha, aric

    Who was your regular-person crush?:
    i don't remember!

    What was your favorite band/group?
    no doubt? i don't remember either

    What was your worst fear?:
    not going to college

    Had you smoked a cigarette?:
    no

    Had you had a drink?:
    no

    Had you been to a real party yet?
    yes

    Had your heart broken?
    No

    Single/Taken/Married/Divorced/Bitter:
    stolen


    **NOW**
    August 2006

    How old are you?:
    22

    What grade are you in?
    done?

    Job?
    loan officer

    Where do you live?:
    newport beach

    Do you have braces?
    No

    Do you wear glasses?
    only at night when my contacts are out

    Who are/is your best friend(s)?
    matt-boy, brigitte-girl

    Still talk to any of your old friends?
    Yes

    What kind of car do you have?
    honda accord

    What is your favorite band/group?
    the doors at the moment

    Have you smoked a cigarette yet?
    Sort of... tried it. Don't like it.

    Have you dranken alcohol yet?
    yes

    What is your biggest fear?
    failing and having no reason to keep trying

    How many relationships have you been in since then?
    a few, but only one serious one

    Are you Single/Taken/Married/Divorced/Bitter:
    married! haha

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